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The hurricane has come and gone. Now what we have is some damage. The rain and wind came through the front windows in the living room and in our bedroom. So the carpet in those rooms were soaked, and so were the walls underneath the windows. Along with that, the siding and insallation came off on the end of the house were our bedroom is. So we are not sure if the rain came through the wall. We cant feel any moisture from the outside, so we had some people come out and test the walls and carpets for moisutre and of course, it was present. Now, those same people are going to hook up some machines and try to get the moisture out. If they cant get it out, we will be replacing some carpet and that wall. We also had some shingles and stuff blow off the barn, oh and our apple tree is down :(
I called the insurance company and filed the claim and now the adjuster is coming out on sunday. We shall see what he says. Hopefully we can get things fixed pretty quick. I am ready to get my house back in order, especially the outside.

Other than hurricane Irene, lyla is doing great! She is growing up way too fast! She will be 10 months old this month. Yes, 10 months old. It seems like just yesterday I found out i was pregnant. She is now crawling like there is no tomorrow, and she is also trying to stand up on her own. She will stand up from time to time but when she realizes what she's doing, she sits down! So I am thinking real soon she will be wanting to walk. Which reminds me, I need to get her some of those "pre-walker" shoes. She is also saying some new words, other than her ma-ma's and da-da's, she says bye bye (as she wave ) :) and she also says ut- oh... It is soooo cute!!

Mine and Johnny's 2 year wedding anniversary was August 29! I can not believe it has already been 2 years. I think back to our wedding day all the time. The way I looked, and how he cried when he saw me walk down the isle, and how when we read our vowels to each other, we cried even more. That whole day was so full of love, and that love still remains today. I have never in my whole life known a love like I have for Johnny. I never in my life thought I would find such an amazing person. I could go on and on about how much I love him and how he is my best friend in the whole wide world and how many times he saved my life. He is truley by heart and soul.

Well enough of all the sappy stuff....

We also started class last week. And then we missed class this past week due to the hurricane. So I have a ton of work to do.

Other than all that stuff I just talked about, who even knows if anyone reads this thing... but it helps me... so I will continue.

Things here with me are going ok. I love my family to death! They are what keeps me going. Not long after Lyla came along I thought I might need to go back on my meds, but I got that worked out and thought I didnt need them. But now I dont know again. It seems like some weeks I am fine and then other times, I feel like i might fall back into that dark hole again.... So I am torn about what to do. I will talking to Johnny about this issue, seeing as how I talk to him about EVERYTHING-

time to go.........