so now for the past two mornings when i hand over lyla to the MIL, she cries (with real tears) and looks at me and holds her hand out. I CANT TAKE IT! my heart just breaks into a million pieces. i already hate leaving her everyday and missing the little things she does, so when she cries like that, its like she confirms my feelings of wanting to stay..... BUT i know seperating anxiety happens, so i have to the adult and suck it up, cry in the car on the way to work and just go about my day. but i HATE it!
on another notes, lyla has also not had a bm in going on 4 days now. so we are off the pedi at 10 30 to get her checked out just to make sure nothing too serious is going on. so everyone please say a little prayer for her.
so now..... after all that lyla drama what should i say? theres not really much to talk about i guess. nothing to exciting going on. this weekend will be a long weekend as both johnny and i have monday off. so that will be nice! oh and then the following weekend we have a wedding and a river party to attend and THEN on july 15, johnny and i will going to joel osteen in raleigh! we cant wait! HOWEVER, it will be lylas first night away from me and i honestly dont know how to react over that....... i have never been apart from her at night. so we will see if i can make it out of the drive way for that......
well until next time,
later taterz
Lyla Anne Williams
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
BIG LONG UPDATE
So I havent updated this blog is ages... actually its been like a week and a half... but lets see... where to start:
my last post was june 15th so since then....
oh that was fathers day weekend. we had a great weekend. we didnt do much and then on sunday we went to church and took johnny out for his first fathers day. then we went home and relaxed and just enjoyed the time together as a family.
then of course it was time for the work week. then this past weekend. i took a half day off work this past friday to keep lyla. we met my sister and nephew at the car dealership and then went to my moms and spent the whole day shopping and galavanting around. it was so good to see my sister and nephew. then on saturday we woke up and went back to my moms and shopped and took landyn to see cars 2 and then later me and lyla went to the in laws to have a birthday dinner for my MIL. so we had some fun times. lyla and i surely do miss heather and landyn. it was so good to see them! cant wait until next time.
as for lyla she is doing great!~ she is eating her baby food and drinking her milk like a champ! she got a high chair this weekend and she loves it! (thanks grandma kathy and poppop rick :) )
other than that she is LOVES to stand up. she is sitting up great but she would rather stand. she will now stand by herself if she has something to hold onto. and if i hold her hands she will try to walk. so i think we might skip the crawling stage! that could be a good or a bad thing.
other than being a perfect angel - she is just growing like a weed!
well tomorrow is my last night of this class. well for this managment class. then i get a very small break and its back to class again.
well i think this is long enough. below i have attached some pics from over the last week!
my last post was june 15th so since then....
oh that was fathers day weekend. we had a great weekend. we didnt do much and then on sunday we went to church and took johnny out for his first fathers day. then we went home and relaxed and just enjoyed the time together as a family.
then of course it was time for the work week. then this past weekend. i took a half day off work this past friday to keep lyla. we met my sister and nephew at the car dealership and then went to my moms and spent the whole day shopping and galavanting around. it was so good to see my sister and nephew. then on saturday we woke up and went back to my moms and shopped and took landyn to see cars 2 and then later me and lyla went to the in laws to have a birthday dinner for my MIL. so we had some fun times. lyla and i surely do miss heather and landyn. it was so good to see them! cant wait until next time.
as for lyla she is doing great!~ she is eating her baby food and drinking her milk like a champ! she got a high chair this weekend and she loves it! (thanks grandma kathy and poppop rick :) )
other than that she is LOVES to stand up. she is sitting up great but she would rather stand. she will now stand by herself if she has something to hold onto. and if i hold her hands she will try to walk. so i think we might skip the crawling stage! that could be a good or a bad thing.
other than being a perfect angel - she is just growing like a weed!
well tomorrow is my last night of this class. well for this managment class. then i get a very small break and its back to class again.
well i think this is long enough. below i have attached some pics from over the last week!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
~fathers day~
well lets see its been a while since i've been up here.
well lyla is eating baby food twice a day now. she loves it. so far. she is also saying da da, la la, ba ba, and pa pa, and wa wa but still no MA MA. i am trying real hard to help her learn it. she is also sitting up so good by herself. still no crawling, but i think she might br trying to skip that stage. she will also now stand by herself if she has some props. she will be 7 months old tomorrow. omg time is flying by too fast. it is about time to start planning her 1 year birthday !
other than that, fathers day is this weekend. who excited? me, yes and no. i love the fact that this is johnnys first fathers day. and it will be amazing with lyla but i cant help but to think about my dad. this will make the 2nd fathers day without him. i thought the first year was hard but this one, i dont know. it seems harder. i guess its bc hes no here to witness the happenings of lylas life. and yes while i know he sees everything from heaven as he sits on a cloud, its not the same bc i cant call him everyday and say guess what lyla did today. so i guess it just seems harder bc lyla is here now. either way, it always going to be hard.
and then of course i feel guilty bc this is johnnys first fathers day and i feel like if i say something about my dad i will taking attention away from him. he of course says that it is only right that i think about my dad. and yes i do understand what he says, its still difficult.
so its kind of like what do you do.
anyway.
well lyla is eating baby food twice a day now. she loves it. so far. she is also saying da da, la la, ba ba, and pa pa, and wa wa but still no MA MA. i am trying real hard to help her learn it. she is also sitting up so good by herself. still no crawling, but i think she might br trying to skip that stage. she will also now stand by herself if she has some props. she will be 7 months old tomorrow. omg time is flying by too fast. it is about time to start planning her 1 year birthday !
other than that, fathers day is this weekend. who excited? me, yes and no. i love the fact that this is johnnys first fathers day. and it will be amazing with lyla but i cant help but to think about my dad. this will make the 2nd fathers day without him. i thought the first year was hard but this one, i dont know. it seems harder. i guess its bc hes no here to witness the happenings of lylas life. and yes while i know he sees everything from heaven as he sits on a cloud, its not the same bc i cant call him everyday and say guess what lyla did today. so i guess it just seems harder bc lyla is here now. either way, it always going to be hard.
and then of course i feel guilty bc this is johnnys first fathers day and i feel like if i say something about my dad i will taking attention away from him. he of course says that it is only right that i think about my dad. and yes i do understand what he says, its still difficult.
so its kind of like what do you do.
anyway.
Monday, June 6, 2011
lylas milestones~
so friday lyla reached a milestone!!
she can now roll from back to belly to belly to back. of course i did not see this happen bc i was at work :( and then once i got home she did it but i missed it :( so that was a bummer. but im sure she will do it again.
she also started some baby food. i gave her peas at dinner time and she LOVED them!
i am so proud of her. she will be 7 months old on june 16. and its so hard to believe. it seems just like yesterday she was my little newborn...... oh how time flys.
well today i got together some of lylas clothes to take to the nearly new fish sale in october. so far i have listed 32 items at $89. and i have about 506464067097 more items to put in, ok maybe not that many but you never know!
nothing too exciting going on in the williams world right now. oh johnny and i are looking forward to going to see joel osteen july 15th!! it will be exciting. and it will mark the first time lyla will spend the night somewhere else besides with me :( this will be challenge but it will be well deserved get away from me and the hubster!
well time to go home!
oh this pic is of lyla and bentley when we went to the beach :) they are so sweet
she can now roll from back to belly to belly to back. of course i did not see this happen bc i was at work :( and then once i got home she did it but i missed it :( so that was a bummer. but im sure she will do it again.
she also started some baby food. i gave her peas at dinner time and she LOVED them!
i am so proud of her. she will be 7 months old on june 16. and its so hard to believe. it seems just like yesterday she was my little newborn...... oh how time flys.
well today i got together some of lylas clothes to take to the nearly new fish sale in october. so far i have listed 32 items at $89. and i have about 506464067097 more items to put in, ok maybe not that many but you never know!
nothing too exciting going on in the williams world right now. oh johnny and i are looking forward to going to see joel osteen july 15th!! it will be exciting. and it will mark the first time lyla will spend the night somewhere else besides with me :( this will be challenge but it will be well deserved get away from me and the hubster!
well time to go home!
oh this pic is of lyla and bentley when we went to the beach :) they are so sweet
and this is lyla and johnny before we were on our way to sc for irianys wedding. my two loves :)
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
lyla 6 month checkup and shots
well the update on lyla
her weight is 7lbs and 11.2 ounces (74.18%)
she is 27 inches long (82.95%)
and her head circumfrence is 44.5cm (90.93%)- which the doc told me is not really consistant with her height but she thinks lyla got under measured during the last visit so she said not to worry.
she had 3 shots, one in each leg and one in the arm and one orally.
she did really well until they stuck her arm then she cried and screamed for like 10 mins. she made me cry ;(
but other than that the doc said she was perfect.
on my way out of the doctors office, dr nancy stopped me and with tears in her eyes told me how great of a mom i was and how she loved to watch me with lyla bc i just had great maternal instincts. she said she rarely sees mothers like me. usually they are in and out and dont ask alot of questions or really listen to what she has to say. that surely made my day! i needed to hear that!
needless to say, we will be sticking with dr nancy FOREVER!
on another note
johnny and i have are addicted to the extreme couponing show, so we have decided to join the craze! and so it begins!
i will update on that as it happens
i started my next class last night. thank god the instructor is not borning.
well time to go.
her weight is 7lbs and 11.2 ounces (74.18%)
she is 27 inches long (82.95%)
and her head circumfrence is 44.5cm (90.93%)- which the doc told me is not really consistant with her height but she thinks lyla got under measured during the last visit so she said not to worry.
she had 3 shots, one in each leg and one in the arm and one orally.
she did really well until they stuck her arm then she cried and screamed for like 10 mins. she made me cry ;(
but other than that the doc said she was perfect.
on my way out of the doctors office, dr nancy stopped me and with tears in her eyes told me how great of a mom i was and how she loved to watch me with lyla bc i just had great maternal instincts. she said she rarely sees mothers like me. usually they are in and out and dont ask alot of questions or really listen to what she has to say. that surely made my day! i needed to hear that!
needless to say, we will be sticking with dr nancy FOREVER!
on another note
johnny and i have are addicted to the extreme couponing show, so we have decided to join the craze! and so it begins!
i will update on that as it happens
i started my next class last night. thank god the instructor is not borning.
well time to go.
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