so now for the past two mornings when i hand over lyla to the MIL, she cries (with real tears) and looks at me and holds her hand out. I CANT TAKE IT! my heart just breaks into a million pieces. i already hate leaving her everyday and missing the little things she does, so when she cries like that, its like she confirms my feelings of wanting to stay..... BUT i know seperating anxiety happens, so i have to the adult and suck it up, cry in the car on the way to work and just go about my day. but i HATE it!
on another notes, lyla has also not had a bm in going on 4 days now. so we are off the pedi at 10 30 to get her checked out just to make sure nothing too serious is going on. so everyone please say a little prayer for her.
so now..... after all that lyla drama what should i say? theres not really much to talk about i guess. nothing to exciting going on. this weekend will be a long weekend as both johnny and i have monday off. so that will be nice! oh and then the following weekend we have a wedding and a river party to attend and THEN on july 15, johnny and i will going to joel osteen in raleigh! we cant wait! HOWEVER, it will be lylas first night away from me and i honestly dont know how to react over that....... i have never been apart from her at night. so we will see if i can make it out of the drive way for that......
well until next time,
later taterz
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