updates again....

Well I would just like to say that i bought a pair of pants this weekend and had a to go down a size :)  and to top it off they were on sale!!!!!!
so that made my weekend!

i am not doing the shakes right now bc i am taking a medicine where i need to be only taking it and taking it slow with some things. but i plan to resume in a little less than a month.

johnny and i started playing volleyball friday night. it was pretty fun! but man was a sore the next day! we have a game almost every friday night! so hopefully we can get into shape!

lyla is still growing like a weed and she can say about anything you tell her. she is toooo smart! and way to cute!
i could talk about her forever but ......

on another note, i also put new flowers out on daddys grave this weekend. i let my aunt kristi( daddys sister) keep lyla so i could attend a wedding. but going back "home" just brought up all kinds of stuff. i just miss my daddy. i wanted to so bad pull in the that old drive way and see him at the door, but i couldnt . i so badly wanted to get lyla out of the car at that same house and see his face light up like a kid on christmas morning bc we were there, but i didnt. dont get me wrong i love to see my family, but when i go back i get depressed and sad. and while i should be thinking about all the good times i had there, and i do think about it, but it just makes me miss him even more everytime i see that place....

(big sigh)
its bittersweet.

shakes and crying babies

I am now on the body by vi stuff.
today really marked my first day on these shakes. I am really going to try and blog everyday, maybe every other day about how things are going. So if more people want to try it, they can see an honest opinion.

So its day one and for breakfast I had a strawberry banana shake. For snack I actually had a tiny bit of breakfast rice that my co worker made, then for lunch I had a chocolate peanut butter cup shake. and for snack I had a cheese stick and some grapes. I am also drinking water and sometimes putting in a little neuro flavor pack that came with my kit. So far I am not hungry. However I am sure by the time dinner gets here I will be!

As for everything else, I had to leave lyla crying this morning :( She just kept crying all morning saying "mommy, mommy" she was grabbing at both of her jaws, so I am guessing she is teething again. I gave her some pain medicine and sent her with her papa. She cried going out the door and my heart just shattered. I was ready to stay home with her.

Other than that, things are good. Just a busy busy life. work, school,johnny and lyla.