updates again....

Well I would just like to say that i bought a pair of pants this weekend and had a to go down a size :)  and to top it off they were on sale!!!!!!
so that made my weekend!

i am not doing the shakes right now bc i am taking a medicine where i need to be only taking it and taking it slow with some things. but i plan to resume in a little less than a month.

johnny and i started playing volleyball friday night. it was pretty fun! but man was a sore the next day! we have a game almost every friday night! so hopefully we can get into shape!

lyla is still growing like a weed and she can say about anything you tell her. she is toooo smart! and way to cute!
i could talk about her forever but ......

on another note, i also put new flowers out on daddys grave this weekend. i let my aunt kristi( daddys sister) keep lyla so i could attend a wedding. but going back "home" just brought up all kinds of stuff. i just miss my daddy. i wanted to so bad pull in the that old drive way and see him at the door, but i couldnt . i so badly wanted to get lyla out of the car at that same house and see his face light up like a kid on christmas morning bc we were there, but i didnt. dont get me wrong i love to see my family, but when i go back i get depressed and sad. and while i should be thinking about all the good times i had there, and i do think about it, but it just makes me miss him even more everytime i see that place....

(big sigh)
its bittersweet.