Lets see, where do I really begin?
Time is really flying by right now and I am some what amazed at how life is passing by and everyone is so caught up in their everyday lives, that things are being missed.
Lyla is 14 months old now. 14 months. Really? It seems like just last week I found out I was pregnant. And now 14 months have passed. Wow.
She is being the normal 14 month baby. Walking everywhere, getting into everything, saying anything and everything and repeating anything anyone says. She is soooo smart. I kid you not, she knows at least 20-30 words and she actually knows what they mean and what they are. She amazes me everyday with how much she is growing and learning. She has truly been my sunshine since the day I found out she was in my belly :)
As for Johnny and I, we are working, going to school and being full time parents. We are busy, busy, busy. What more can I really say about that other than I love that man to death. Along with Lyla, those two really complete me.
On another note, its almost February. Already. I really can't wait to see what this new year holds for me and my family.
Well I will leave with this small portion of lyrics, because this song by Miranda Lambert- "Over You" really sums up some thoughts I have once had with loosing my dad.
"But you went away, how dare you. I miss you.
They say I'll be ok, but I'm not going to ever get over you."
Sometimes I just really want to be like, come on dad, how could you just leave. But I realize that it wasn't his choice. Well part of the situation he could have controlled, but him dying, he couldn't control. But there is one thing about it.... I wont get over it.
People say all the time, oh its ok she will get over it. Well guess what, I definitely not getting over it. It is always present in my mind and in my heart and there is nothing that will EVER replace him.
I think I will stop on that note.
Until next time.......
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